Picking Up The Pieces Moving Forward

Picking Up The Pieces, Moving Forward Pinoy Blogger In Edmonton

To be honest, I don’t know how to begin this entry. I don’t know where to start this- I can’t seem to gather my thoughts… All I know is that, I should write this down and express my feelings no matter its randomness, because I know I should and I should keep going  in life. Picking Up The Pieces, Moving Forward Pinoy Blogger In Edmonton

Maybe, I will consider this day the start of my year, ‘cause, if I may just recall, I had the most difficult time towards the end of 2018 of things unimaginable that actually happened in my life- unfortunate event that shattered me, that broke me; that even up to now, no matter how a lot I would remind myself that life is uncertain and there is a reason behind all these, there are still times that I would question why did it happen too soon- my Mom’s passing.

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It was the hardest time for me and my family, because I know, we struggled to be “Okay” instead of being “Okay” and we do not have a choice elsewhere, but to go through all the grieving we have to go through towards healing. I am just hoping that one of these, we all will be, that someday, everything will make sense
When my Mom happened, everything that’s left for 2018 were never realized- plans, goals- everything! And, 2019, as I was supposed to set another goals in life and plans to make happen, it never got started. I could not get a solid grasp where to begin and how to materialize all these- I feel lost.
Somewhere along the way, it came to my senses that I was not making sense in life lately and that, I need to push myself hard,  bounce back and start planning in life as 2019 won’t pause its time for me- it’s ticking and it’s almost reaching the first quarter of the year.

Picking Up The Pieces, Moving Forward
Picking Up The Pieces, Moving Forward
Picking Up The Pieces, Moving Forward
Picking Up The Pieces, Moving Forward
Picking Up The Pieces, Moving Forward
Picking Up The Pieces, Moving Forward
Picking Up The Pieces, Moving Forward

Picking Up The Pieces, Moving Forward 

Picking Up The Pieces, Moving Forward
Picking Up The Pieces, Moving Forward
You know, a friend gave me a 2019 journal in Christmas, and I never took time to open and use it, not until yesterday that I decided to finally write something down on it. Goals, goals, goals- those were the things I wrote down on my journal and when I scanned it back, it’s funny how few of the goals I am wanting to achieve this year does not make any sense… but, at least, goals that I will be able to make happen no matter how small they are are called, achievements. And from there, I know, I am beginning to  pick up the broken pieces of me and slowly get myself back on track.
I am pretty sure that’s what Mom wants and I know, she would be happy watching us okay. It’s the fact that she is no longer physically with us that makes me low-spirited and at times, frown and it takes awhile of getting used to it, but in God’s time, everything will be alright. Picking Up The Pieces, Moving Forward Pinoy Blogger In Edmonton
I am crossing fingers that this entry would be the tiny spark that creates flame, and that flame will continue burning. And as I go on with this journey called, life, I wish, all is well for you and me.
Happy New Year- new life to me!
xxx

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